Well , today was Christmas eve . The news came at last mmmmmmm , wasn't promoted at all which to be honest i'm not surprised with the reasoning given . However , i have been at that position for at least 1/1/2 years . So damn you if you think i have not given enough effort in my work . 东家不打打西家 , 看死我们不走 .... 我走给你看 .....
If i thrown my letter and u suddenly give promotion , you'll only just piss me off . So when the day i throw my letter comes , i hope not to see this . Greener pastures here ? Ya right , grenner pastures will only happen elsewhere , not in this stingy place .
Anyway , resume in place . Just needs to check if there's any error and which one to use and i'll send it . After that , i'll be sure to get out of this place one month later .
Congrats to the staffs who are promoted . Well done . For those who are not , continue to believe . For i'm not a firm believer anymore . I'll chose to find another greener pasture for the good of my development .
Friday, December 25, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
A million years that is spent on not blogging
Well , its been a really long long time ever since i blogged . Something unpleasant happened along the way . which is why i am MIA for so long . Anyway , glad to be back to share about life's journey's and ups and downs bla bla bla .
To begin with , i actually got lucky and got Urinal Infection , causing my lifestyle to turn upside down suddenly . Really thought was STD or HIV or something like that at the start , was a bit worried though lol . But once i saw the medical report of that being negative , i really felt this was going to be something short .
In total , i was actually out of work for 3 months . Imagine how poor i have become?
真是穷到要死 ..... 原来人 sick 的时候 for a long period of time is really tough . Everyday waiting for doctors results is tough after all , something i wouldn't want to go through ever again .
Bad luck eventually have to go away before the good luck can come , finally i have recovered a certain % of my original health . Which is good news isn't it lol . Hope all the good luck comes my way from now on .
今天有 colleague 结婚了 ........ 真的好羡慕 ...... when would it be my turn ?
Maybe my past lifetime i did something wrong eh , this life still haven found anything as yet . 真是可悲 ....... 人活到这样不会很可惜吗 ? Although sometimes you gotta wonder , 有时候没有可能也是一种幸福 .....
Anyway , what will come will come . There is nothing i can do if things are not going my way . Hoping that everything will change Soon ,very soon hopefully lol .
To begin with , i actually got lucky and got Urinal Infection , causing my lifestyle to turn upside down suddenly . Really thought was STD or HIV or something like that at the start , was a bit worried though lol . But once i saw the medical report of that being negative , i really felt this was going to be something short .
In total , i was actually out of work for 3 months . Imagine how poor i have become?
真是穷到要死 ..... 原来人 sick 的时候 for a long period of time is really tough . Everyday waiting for doctors results is tough after all , something i wouldn't want to go through ever again .
Bad luck eventually have to go away before the good luck can come , finally i have recovered a certain % of my original health . Which is good news isn't it lol . Hope all the good luck comes my way from now on .
今天有 colleague 结婚了 ........ 真的好羡慕 ...... when would it be my turn ?
Maybe my past lifetime i did something wrong eh , this life still haven found anything as yet . 真是可悲 ....... 人活到这样不会很可惜吗 ? Although sometimes you gotta wonder , 有时候没有可能也是一种幸福 .....
Anyway , what will come will come . There is nothing i can do if things are not going my way . Hoping that everything will change Soon ,very soon hopefully lol .
Monday, April 13, 2009
The harsh realities of life
Life in reality is so much different from what everyone expects their lives would be . In each and everyone of our own vision of how lives would be like , life would always be smooth sailing , peaceful and always full of hope .
In reality , this might not be the same at all . We always got to worry about everything ...... "money seems to be the root of all evil" . 但是没有钱却万万不能 . In the money world , everyone would have an idea on how to get them .
Ways and means on how to get them would then evolve ..... with everyone having ideas , strategies on how to achieve it .
Though there are ways and means on achieving your aims , sometimes i wonder .... how many of us would actually be sucked into this and 失去自我 .....
我迷路了 ...... 需要compass , GPS and whatever navigating skills i have to get myself back .....
之前的想法一切都错了 ..... Give me time ..... I'm sure i'll see the light at the end of the tunnels in a few months time .....
In reality , this might not be the same at all . We always got to worry about everything ...... "money seems to be the root of all evil" . 但是没有钱却万万不能 . In the money world , everyone would have an idea on how to get them .
Ways and means on how to get them would then evolve ..... with everyone having ideas , strategies on how to achieve it .
Though there are ways and means on achieving your aims , sometimes i wonder .... how many of us would actually be sucked into this and 失去自我 .....
我迷路了 ...... 需要compass , GPS and whatever navigating skills i have to get myself back .....
之前的想法一切都错了 ..... Give me time ..... I'm sure i'll see the light at the end of the tunnels in a few months time .....
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Cable Ski
Hello hello mr batam . :p Here we come ....... Looking forward to that grand day where we can finally take a break , have some fun and ENJOY ~~~~
Things kicked off at 9 am sharp where we were assembled at Harbour Front for a start , ready for rock and roll :p
Well , when we arrived at the area , i kind of wondered , whats up for us ? :p
Well , life jackets are a must since i dunno how to swim (more on that later :p)
Seems like everyone were bright and ready to go .....
We had to get used to what we're in for , so we went for the basic crash course .....
On my first attempt , i dropped :p and one of my contact lenses was already gone ! I spent the rest of the day with one contact lens ... (one more down and i'm practially out ?)
Practially had a hard hard time swimming to the shore , i was so tired after i got onto the shore . Just couldn't get into any rythmn to swim ... dunno why :p I guess i'll get that sorted out soon .
Well , after completing the basics , we went to try on the more advanced one .... ? how to use your hand , body and leg combination to play !!!!!
Well , we tried for the rest of the day ... just couldn't master it .... keep spending my time swimming back to the starting point , swimming takes a chore of me .... every failure becomes a more tiring task :p
Well , got pretty sick of falling after a long time and decided to play with the basic ones again ....... This time , fell short on the final hurdle and guess what , another contact lens GONE !!!! :p
With vision becoming a problem and almost time to go back , i decided enough is enough ...... hahaha ...
Fun sport , but Tiring .....
敢玩就don't be afraid of injures . 看了你摔了无数次 , incurring injuries along all parts of your body , i must say , i'm pretty impressed :p 我带着另外一种眼神看着你 ...... Brave indeed .
Finally , thanks for the day with everyone and i'm sure we need today to rest our muscles back ..... :p
Things kicked off at 9 am sharp where we were assembled at Harbour Front for a start , ready for rock and roll :p
Well , when we arrived at the area , i kind of wondered , whats up for us ? :p
Well , life jackets are a must since i dunno how to swim (more on that later :p)
Seems like everyone were bright and ready to go .....
We had to get used to what we're in for , so we went for the basic crash course .....
On my first attempt , i dropped :p and one of my contact lenses was already gone ! I spent the rest of the day with one contact lens ... (one more down and i'm practially out ?)
Practially had a hard hard time swimming to the shore , i was so tired after i got onto the shore . Just couldn't get into any rythmn to swim ... dunno why :p I guess i'll get that sorted out soon .
Well , after completing the basics , we went to try on the more advanced one .... ? how to use your hand , body and leg combination to play !!!!!
Well , we tried for the rest of the day ... just couldn't master it .... keep spending my time swimming back to the starting point , swimming takes a chore of me .... every failure becomes a more tiring task :p
Well , got pretty sick of falling after a long time and decided to play with the basic ones again ....... This time , fell short on the final hurdle and guess what , another contact lens GONE !!!! :p
With vision becoming a problem and almost time to go back , i decided enough is enough ...... hahaha ...
Fun sport , but Tiring .....
敢玩就don't be afraid of injures . 看了你摔了无数次 , incurring injuries along all parts of your body , i must say , i'm pretty impressed :p 我带着另外一种眼神看着你 ...... Brave indeed .
Finally , thanks for the day with everyone and i'm sure we need today to rest our muscles back ..... :p
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Hello Bloggy :p
Finally have some time to do this ..... been busy of late ..... studying late too .... Wats new isn't it .... ? Planning and planning and planning ..... life seems to be getting from bad to worse .... but nvm , lets get the title first and see where it takes us ......
I can endure for a few more months .... no problem .... economy is bad now .... i shouldn't be aiming somewhere else now too ....... Working towards another promotion would be good this time round .
Messy accounts ? hmmmmm , first time encountering this ..... sure makes me wanna puke with all the entries down there ... :p But nevertheless , a nice experience ..... a little bit more of these kinds of jobs pls . After that , i wan fully china jobs ......... because basic would be sufficient . Time to look at the more abstract ones which would generate the most money :p
Things which are not done properly during work , learn from it . Only then will u know how to settle things the next time round .......
Gotta take some time to take my hatred off some of the stupid things around me though ..... time will solve everything .
Oh ya , as if my bad luck's not gd enough , how about this for a joke .... ? 3 people whom i do not want to see at all actually appeared in front of me one by one for one single day in the SPACE of 20 mins ...... Thats a fcuking joke if you ask me .... :p
There must be things which can make my life more meaningful other than the shit word i am handling now :p Waiting for things to happen :p
Thats it for this edition of my blog :p
I can endure for a few more months .... no problem .... economy is bad now .... i shouldn't be aiming somewhere else now too ....... Working towards another promotion would be good this time round .
Messy accounts ? hmmmmm , first time encountering this ..... sure makes me wanna puke with all the entries down there ... :p But nevertheless , a nice experience ..... a little bit more of these kinds of jobs pls . After that , i wan fully china jobs ......... because basic would be sufficient . Time to look at the more abstract ones which would generate the most money :p
Things which are not done properly during work , learn from it . Only then will u know how to settle things the next time round .......
Gotta take some time to take my hatred off some of the stupid things around me though ..... time will solve everything .
Oh ya , as if my bad luck's not gd enough , how about this for a joke .... ? 3 people whom i do not want to see at all actually appeared in front of me one by one for one single day in the SPACE of 20 mins ...... Thats a fcuking joke if you ask me .... :p
There must be things which can make my life more meaningful other than the shit word i am handling now :p Waiting for things to happen :p
Thats it for this edition of my blog :p
Sunday, February 22, 2009
An extract which i got from one of my mails . Enjoy ~
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Self declare MC
Before i did a self declared Mc , of course gotta ask if i am needed . Since the answer is no , better still , take MC . Use and sleep longer and rest fresher better .
Sleep halfway even best , was told that i am released .... thats good news to me .
I remember someone mentioning something to me before , in this industry , what you need is luck ... so that people will book you and stuffs like that ......
I had enough of the people down there , 做了 not happy , why don't i leave for grenner pastures ? From now onwards , i shall try and find jobs now and see if there's anything available .
我只想happily go to work , happily settle my job , happily 跟colleagues 打成一片 .... and not be seeing things like backstabbing , gossiping behind your back , etc etc etc . 此处不留人 , 总会有地方需要我的 .... Worse come to the worse , quit audit and go back to banking sector .... I won't feel i waste my time , just felt that probably i'm not fit for audit . Its afterall a good experience to see whats going on around you .... .
I made up my mind ... hopefully , the end is near .
Sleep halfway even best , was told that i am released .... thats good news to me .
I remember someone mentioning something to me before , in this industry , what you need is luck ... so that people will book you and stuffs like that ......
I had enough of the people down there , 做了 not happy , why don't i leave for grenner pastures ? From now onwards , i shall try and find jobs now and see if there's anything available .
我只想happily go to work , happily settle my job , happily 跟colleagues 打成一片 .... and not be seeing things like backstabbing , gossiping behind your back , etc etc etc . 此处不留人 , 总会有地方需要我的 .... Worse come to the worse , quit audit and go back to banking sector .... I won't feel i waste my time , just felt that probably i'm not fit for audit . Its afterall a good experience to see whats going on around you .... .
I made up my mind ... hopefully , the end is near .
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